We didn't get round to changing the yellow walls in the kitchen diner area of that home which I loved... Here's our late Mama / Babcia on her 70th birthday at ours !!! Made sure she knew she was loved & did this as a "thank you"... I held her hand, through a bone marrow biopsy 6 to 7 years later. She passed away in 2013 from A.M.L aged 77. Wish she'd have just done the biopsy, at this stage, as she was in pain, doctors saying Parkinsons, arthritis & depression even !!! I saw the blood counts and their borderline ones, when I said it was possibly best to just get it done & treated. Though, she knew that the fight with A.M.L and if in the bones, would be a more tiring process for her to fight... When she was diagnosed, with only weeks to live, she refused to take treatment.... Despite us wanting to help her fight it, we chose to keep positive, support her decision, respect it & just help where we could.Ssdly, some of the care was refused which caused a lot of stress, even had mind games aka ghosts, with me mental health queried at the time too... Saying I was having a "nervous breakdown". How people take advantage of such people & situations, even their parents, sisters & possibly others in their care. However, even now fighting for her rights and our late Tata's to be more proactive for cancer & get biopsies done before their mobility gets to a stage where it's painful for them, when if in fact caught earlier wouldn't be as painful & more energy help to fight and keep active through it all. I wanted to work in oncology, before our late Tata was diagnosed with Multiple Myeloma. I held his hand, when he was passing away from us. Our late Mama was there, as well as the 2 older siblings, who I didn't see eye to eye too. Though, were there for our late parents. Despite their beliefs & wife, ex wife... Even the ex husband's etc, later on..Who wasn't nice to me at all on one of our late Mama's haematology appointments... Couldn't wait until later on to discuss, some holiday with one of his lovers !!! Later on married, & got her pregnant...So I filed for divorce, after separation and losing our home... His lot with some of my siblings, with their kids on the council got their buddies to play "ghosts", even with carers in our late Mama's flat !!! Wanted to make out I was "delusional", "losing it" & all "imaginatiion". "Imagine", how that lot involved would feel if it was their loved one, treated like this and how they got into the heads of the vulnerable that I was some violent enemy? xxx Manipulating the courts due to who they "know". xxx 🤔 Beloud