Some ppl are so psychotic that they truly feel you deserve nothing in life. They don’t want you looking good, feeling good, having resources, friends, love, community, opportunities, admiration from others or ANYTHING that can bring you joy in life. They want you as miserable and ugly as they are bc they already feel beneath you. These are not narcissistic ppl- these are psychopaths that will stop at nothing to attempt to destroy everything in your life. They truly believe that if they sabotage things that you will be desolate and abandoned by God. These ppl are delusional, disconnected from source, have entity attachments and mental illnesses that they hide behind their disdain for others. They are now realizing that NO MATTER WHAT they attempt to do to you- it makes you stronger, wiser, more disciplined and gives you the motivation you need to take it up a notch EVERY SINGLE TIME. Spirit is preparing the table for you right in front of these ppl who made it their lives mission to destroy yours. Beloud