Good morning can I sit with you, I know this month isn't easy for you to count down the days until you inevitably wake up on Christmas morning and there's still 9 years you don't know holidays the same. Once you watch them close the casket on your favorite person Christmas just seems to get different and I'd love to sit here and tell you that this will be the last Christmas. You feel like this. But unfortunately, there are some holes in the heart that just can't be filled, I do hear somebody want to say so that every time you're thinking that was because they're Story about you in heaven and I hope it makes you smile. I just want to say Merry Christmas and I'm glad you're still here. Beloud